I'm scared.Scared to fall in love again.But I'm starting to like you =/

Just a few minutes till the first day of raya.Everything had changed.I can see the clouds turn blue once again.The moon rises perfectly above those clouds.I wonder would this be the end of us?I guess the word 'US' never really exist.

In this festive night,I should be celebrating with a smile instead of tears.But those tears.Is it for the love that we've sacrificed?Or is it just me who kept on thinking of you?Dear Allah,I hold my faith on you.Please give me the strength to overcome these problems.I've been asking you for a long time.'Is SHE the one for me?'

For once ya Allah,

I want someone who can take me just  the way I am.The one who will stick to me when facing our hardship together.The one who never get tired of saying that she love me,and never get bored when I said that I love them.But,the question is,who will be  the ONE?

After tore apart and falling harshly on the ground,I couldn't even be on my knees!My soul was taken and my body was tortured.My head was filled with grudges and my heart were found with scratches.But why?WHY THE  HELL am I still thinking of her?

Gosh.God had put me in an adversity in my own path.I don't know what's on his mind,but I do believe that this is the best for me.Ya Allah,I know you've met me with thousand girls out  there,who are BETTER than her.But I just wanna know if this new girl can really  replace her in my world and what's your guarantee that she will be faithful to me?Dear Allah,please gave me your guidance in order to overcome this misery.Amin.
 :'(