It's Not Easy To Be Me.

Have you ever wonder what is it like to be the only child in the family?What is it like to take care of yourself when your parents off to work?Have you ever wonder what is it like to be the one who took all the blame though you wasn't the one who created  it?Have you ever put greater pressure on your shoulder than me,who always expected to get the job well done?Have you?I bet you don't.Please.Im just a guy who was expected to be great in everything,but don't you ever forget,I'm just a human being who wasn't created for perfection.My wisdom have it's own limit.I am no Albert Einstein nor Isaac Newton.I am Shawal who is created to be me.Who unfortunately mistaken to be someone great and fantastic.But honestly said,I am not a perfectionist.Though how hard Ive tried,and how many time I falls,I'll never  be someone who is greater than being myself.You might think that I'm the best,but never forget,even the best are on their knees,sometimes.But,whatever you did,what ever you've done and whatever ways you've tried,you just can't be me,because I'm RARE,LIMITED AND ABSOLUTELY ONE IN A MILLION.You can't ever find any other man who are even 1% as same as me.And that's the fact you cant change! =)

I wanna tell you something.

I wanna tell you something.Something that I kept in my heart for almost a week.
I wanna tell you something that you already knew.
But I'm gonna keep on repeating and repeating like an old stereo
Just  to make you crystal cleared that;
I AM FUCKING MISSING YOU!
I know I'm having HUGE examinations on this couple of weeks,
But I just can't deny that my mind and my soul is keep on thinking of you.
It has been a while  since I saw your beautiful  sparkling smile,
and
It has been a while since I heard your voices.
Though I keep on looking on our wonderful pictures,
But none of them bring me closer to you,
Though I keep on texting you.
I keep on missing you,
I told myself that this is the best.
For you,me and us!
For our future and to fulfill my destiny,
To chase for my dreams and achieved my goals,
THIS IS THE TIME GRAB MY OPPORTUNITY
TO SHOW THE WORLD WHAT  I AM REALLY MADE OF!
Oh By  the way,
I miss you Teha!
I'm FUCKING MISSING YOU! =(

Don't act like you know me.

People saw me in different angles.From different situations and they acted like they knew me for quite a long time.Some say that I'm friendly,kind hearted and talkative.But some labelled me as arrogant,pathetic and hot tempered guy.But guess what?I couldn't blame them as they saw me in different situations where my character swings according to the flow.
You can say that I'm the best friend you ever had and worst enemy you ever faced.But you'll keep on be my side because you know that I've the magic that could transform your shittiest day ever into the most  remarkably fantastic day in your life.
People asked me on how I could make them laugh just with a blink of an eye.Well,the answer is,I was Born This Way Babeh!I'm not a magician,but I've the magic to make you smile till the end of your life.
So Please People,
Before you judge me,
Remember you are judging someone who are capable of turning the table around.So,if you can't judge me,DON'T JUDGE ME.I don't mind to have a conversation with anyone,so if you wanna talk to me,just say hi,and if you wanna pick a fight with me,then go ahead,and I can promise you one thing,that I will walk away because I know,a men with wisdom will always win.

Rayyan Al-Iman

Meet YanYan,

Or

Rayyan Al-Iman.

He's our virtual son.His presence makes our day a whole lot better.Though he's just a virtual online game character,but he symbolized love that we shared.Papa and Mama love Rayyan so much.

I know this's insane,

but believe me,we love Rayyan Al-Iman so fucking much.

Insyallah,

If we were given a son,

Rayyan Al-Iman will be his name.

Mama and Papa love yanyan so fucking much!
=*

She's mine!

Isn't She's too beautiful to be mine?

Well

The answer is NO.

But you just have to accept the fact

that she's MINE

AND ALL

MINE!

=)

She's mine.She's Shawal's.

And No one can change that.

=) 

And the Reason Is you.

She love this picture. =)

I couldn't walk.

I couldn't stand.

I couldn't talk.

I couldn't breath.

I couldn't think.

But yet

I'm still here.

And why?

Well the reason is you.

You gave me strength,you provide me love and you gave me another reason to smile.

It's true.

No one is perfect,

But your love took me to another step to perfection =)

You are my soul =)

Teha.
I will always love you.


Teha.
I will always love you.

Teha.
I will always love you.


Teha.
I will always love you.


Teha.
I will always love you.

And That's the fact that no one can ever change it =)

If I were no longer here.

If I were no longer  here,

• Will you be with someone else?
• Can anyone recall my jokes?
• Can anyone called my number and text me that they miss me?
• Will my friends pay me a visit?
• Will someone sing me a song everytime they visit me?
• Will my name be heard?
• Will she be reminded that I always love her?
• Can anyone stop her from being mourn?
• Will there be another me?

Gosh.I wish I knew.