If you were searching for someone perfect,I'm sorry,I wouldn't be the one.

The greatest thing about me in us is that  I always keep

on falling for you.I know my presence is your ignorance

and your ignorance put me in much adversity.Your attention

is what I'm hoping for,but my hopes makes me topsy-turvy.

You triumphantly makes me crashed down and tore me apart.

As I gave you my world,gave you my fantasy,gave you my 

everything,I wouldn't want anything else other than to make

it so obvious that I love you.I want you to know that ever single

minutes I've been thinking of you.But were you thinking

of me for even a second?I was there,standing next to you when

you were facing your problems,and I was there to assist

you.But when I come a cropper within those misery and needed

your help,where the hell were you?

And as we fought  for almost everything we had,we were actually
destroying

every single bond that we have.And you asked me,

'do I love hurting you?' What kind of question is that?

Frankly said,what I've hurt you are nothing compared to what you've

hurt me before.Despite every scratches that we had in our reminisce
there's a bit of joyness in it,and honestly said that I 

wouldn't want it to fade.Unlike you,I appreciate our reminisce.

What are words when you wouldn't understand  every sentence of it?

And what are actions when you couldn't see it?

I've put all my efforts just to get you by my side,

but I guess I was just a fool who scared to loose you.But this foolish

guy had enough!It's time to set my problems free.I would

rather loosing you than making your life even worst!

I know I'm not a guy who always drew smile on your face,and

I wouldn't want to make it fade either.I would rather see it from 

far than make it disappear.I guess i'm not even qualified to be

your mr.perfect,and you are not even close to be my ms.perfect.

I know I wouldn't find someone who are better than you,but at least

she understands me better than you.I know I promised to be 

faithful to you,
but what's the point when we are no longer on the same path?

I'm sorry.But sorry wont get you by my side.So why 

the hell am i apologizing for?Well,it's for the love that had ceased in us.

R.I.P love. :')