You are nothing else than a bitch =)

Hey Girl.Reading my blog huh?And are you surprise with my tittle today?Well,please don't.Because It's a fact.You know?I never taught of saying these,but yah.YOU ARE A BITCH! =)
I taught you were the girl who are worth it to sacrificed for.But you turns out into  A BITCH =) A fucking PLAYER! =) A super mother faker! =) You know when I gave you everything I had,I gave it ALL.And now when I've nothing else than HOPES,you left me alone. =) You once said that you need time to accept me,but it's funny when you use the time I provide just to replace me with an ass guy name FALIQ!HAHA! Okay bitch.I've lost Malik.I've lost my own blood line.I've lost my smile.I've lost my money.But the worst thing is that I've lost my happiness.Worse come to Worst,I've lost interest in you.All you need was a guy like me and get rid of me when you are done playing.Okay girl.i had enough with your lies.I had enough with you BITCHINESS!and last but not least,I HAD ENOUGH WITH YOU!Women always wanted to be treated right,But what about a guy like me?Am I a toy to these girls?Well,BITCH,these toy can speak!And it wont keep on silent when you treated him BAD!So,Bitch!I really hope that Allah will curse you till the end of your life!Dont blame KARMA after this.Blame YOU and YOUR stupid love!Haha!Okay I'm done swearing for today.Oh one more thing,a BITCH like YOU will NEVER learned your mistakes until a part of you were tore   apart!Thank you for treating me bad.THANK YOU! =)

Ashiteru. =)

There's this girl.

She's aint hot nor cute.Not gorgeous either.But one thing I do admire.Her beautiful soul.I don't know her that much,but i do know that I'm kindda 'LIKE' her.I wanted to say that I LOVE her,but I couldn't.Because I knew,LOVE is a word that had destroyed my life.Before I took another step into her world,I want to know her in and out.Physically and Mentally.I wouldn't want to draw another step that could put me in adversity.Love had failed me too many time before,and I wouldn't want to put the blame on LOVE when she turns out not the one who I wanna be with.Unlike those girls out there,she's something special.I found out that she had a boyfriend,but when I asked her on facebook,she told me that she's single.Miss Doraemon,are you speaking the truth,nothing else then the truth? =) I wish you were.I'm a guy who doesn't in favor in destroying other people's relationship,and that is just me.Once I knew that you are in a relationship,I'll get my ass out from your life,and return?I guess,it'll take years.It's been a while since I sing love songs,and is it me or my heart that always keep on recording beautiful  romantic songs from every genre,be it R&B to Traditional love songs.But  sometimes when I listen to them,I'll be thinking of miss 'Nadiah'.Who crashed my dreams with her unobtainable heart.Gosh.I swear I'm trying to forget about her,but she's keep on lingering in my mind.It's like there's a part of me who wants her to be with me all the time,and there's another part of me,who forced me to let her go.I'm struggled in both side of me.Gosh. sigh* But no matter what.I'm gonna stand tall with all my actions and talk louder for my rights!Btw miss DO-RA-E-MON,you always make me smile when I pronounce your name =) i don't mind to be your Mr.'GIANT' as long you'll be my Ms.DORAEMON =) Dont worry,if a guy once broke your heart,I'll glue it back for ya and if there's a guy who treated you bad,I'll make sure you'll be the queen in my world. =)

I'm scared.Scared to fall in love again.But I'm starting to like you =/

Just a few minutes till the first day of raya.Everything had changed.I can see the clouds turn blue once again.The moon rises perfectly above those clouds.I wonder would this be the end of us?I guess the word 'US' never really exist.

In this festive night,I should be celebrating with a smile instead of tears.But those tears.Is it for the love that we've sacrificed?Or is it just me who kept on thinking of you?Dear Allah,I hold my faith on you.Please give me the strength to overcome these problems.I've been asking you for a long time.'Is SHE the one for me?'

For once ya Allah,

I want someone who can take me just  the way I am.The one who will stick to me when facing our hardship together.The one who never get tired of saying that she love me,and never get bored when I said that I love them.But,the question is,who will be  the ONE?

After tore apart and falling harshly on the ground,I couldn't even be on my knees!My soul was taken and my body was tortured.My head was filled with grudges and my heart were found with scratches.But why?WHY THE  HELL am I still thinking of her?

Gosh.God had put me in an adversity in my own path.I don't know what's on his mind,but I do believe that this is the best for me.Ya Allah,I know you've met me with thousand girls out  there,who are BETTER than her.But I just wanna know if this new girl can really  replace her in my world and what's your guarantee that she will be faithful to me?Dear Allah,please gave me your guidance in order to overcome this misery.Amin.
 :'(

If you were searching for someone perfect,I'm sorry,I wouldn't be the one.

The greatest thing about me in us is that  I always keep

on falling for you.I know my presence is your ignorance

and your ignorance put me in much adversity.Your attention

is what I'm hoping for,but my hopes makes me topsy-turvy.

You triumphantly makes me crashed down and tore me apart.

As I gave you my world,gave you my fantasy,gave you my 

everything,I wouldn't want anything else other than to make

it so obvious that I love you.I want you to know that ever single

minutes I've been thinking of you.But were you thinking

of me for even a second?I was there,standing next to you when

you were facing your problems,and I was there to assist

you.But when I come a cropper within those misery and needed

your help,where the hell were you?

And as we fought  for almost everything we had,we were actually
destroying

every single bond that we have.And you asked me,

'do I love hurting you?' What kind of question is that?

Frankly said,what I've hurt you are nothing compared to what you've

hurt me before.Despite every scratches that we had in our reminisce
there's a bit of joyness in it,and honestly said that I 

wouldn't want it to fade.Unlike you,I appreciate our reminisce.

What are words when you wouldn't understand  every sentence of it?

And what are actions when you couldn't see it?

I've put all my efforts just to get you by my side,

but I guess I was just a fool who scared to loose you.But this foolish

guy had enough!It's time to set my problems free.I would

rather loosing you than making your life even worst!

I know I'm not a guy who always drew smile on your face,and

I wouldn't want to make it fade either.I would rather see it from 

far than make it disappear.I guess i'm not even qualified to be

your mr.perfect,and you are not even close to be my ms.perfect.

I know I wouldn't find someone who are better than you,but at least

she understands me better than you.I know I promised to be 

faithful to you,
but what's the point when we are no longer on the same path?

I'm sorry.But sorry wont get you by my side.So why 

the hell am i apologizing for?Well,it's for the love that had ceased in us.

R.I.P love. :')

I hate it when see you cry.

There's thousands girls in this world who I dont give a damn  at all,but there's a girl that I really hate to see a sad smile on her face.I dont know why,but I just hate it.I couldnt say that I love her,because it wont be fair for the friendship that we've build for almost 2 years.She's meant something to me.Something way more important than my life.She's like my own family.I treated her like my own sibling.I know I have a bad temper when things doesnt goes my way,but  shit keep on repeating.And those shits keep on getting bigger everyday.I knew I should    be more focusing on my studies rather than blamming my parents just for a stupid black berry curve.Ma,I'm sorry for raising my voice and say those words.Pa,I knew I shouted that  I hate you,but deep inside of me,I keep on repeating that I love you.I know I never been the best son that you ever wanted,but trust me,I've tried my best.Sometimes when I think it all over again,it was always my fault.My fault who always eager for something that wasnt important at all.I'm sorry to my my sister for dragging you inside of this shit.Ma,Pa,Syah,I've been the worst guy on earth,but will you forgive this guy if he said that he's so freaking sorry for every shit he had done?I wish you guys will. :(

This is soooooooooo sad!

Just gave my facebook account to Ouwis.Haih.Now i dont have facebook by my side.It's like giving my life to someone else.But luckily  i gave it to someone that I really put my trust on.Ouwis oh Ouwis.My facebook account is in your hand.PLEASE TREAT IT RIGHT. sigh* But I know it's for my own good though.I've been in  difficult time to say good bye to my facebook account.But I guess,it's a good start for my new life.No facebook means More STUDYING.geeezz!I wonder how could I live without facebook. :( neeeehh.Dnt wanna give a shi* about it. =D From now on,I'm gonna start studying and get goood result.As for HER,I guess my mom found the right one for me.But we still got a lot things we need to be done before we take a step to another relationship in another dimension of  this undisputed world.Hee! =D oh to someone tu,HANG DAH JANJI NAK DEACTIVATE FACEBOOK SAMPAI AKHIR SPM EN???so kotakan ya janji hang tu =) hahha.(kalau terasa,I tak tahuuu =D )