People might saw me laughing.Might saw me giggles or even smile and winked at them.But beneath those laughter,deep inside of me,there's always a presence of sadness.A presence of sorrowness.Despite the adversity in my life,so far,I had never show any sign of giving up nor quit in facing it.
There's this girl who kept me holding and suffered in bagging for her love.It was my mistakes who keep on believing that she's the one for me.As my mistakes getting bigger as the days getting older,I felt that I'm in love with a girl who couldn't accept me for who I am.But between those mistakes,there's a sweet reminisce between us and I always imagining it when ever I missed her.
Nadiah.
How does it feel to received a text every time you woke up,every night before you sleep and at the end of the sentences there's a word 'sayang' with a smile?Doesn't it feel good?And how does it feel to have someone who always keep on giving his best to ensure you notice every minutes that he loved you?Aren't you feel glad?Well,if that ever happened to me,I would be thank full to Allah if you were the one who gave me those texts.
People says that,
Words cant describe love.Hence I want to prove it to you that I love you.And I want you to see how serious I am falling for you.I gave you the best of me and yet,the only thing I received was your furore and anger.I don't mind to gain your anger and I don't mind if you keep pulling me down,because I know,I can get my self back up and keep on showing that I love you.Aren't it weird?But that's the fact.And that fact is the weirdest fact ever exist in this world.
Maybe people saw me as a 'happy-go-lucky' guy.But trust me,when it comes to love,I'm the weirdest fiasco you ever seen.I still believe that marrying you is my destiny.But you.Yourself doesn't want to fulfill it.Back those days when you were no one to me,I keep on thinking that to make you one of my scandals.But as I know you better,I fell in love with you.I quit being a playboy and start to grow sincerity and being faithful towards you.But now,when I'm fully yours,you treated me like no body.I used to remember how you told me how hard you pushed me down,and how great your anger towards me,I will always be by your side and will always whisper to you that I love you.But one thing I want you to do.Quit.Quit fooling around with love.Because what goes around comes around.If you couldn't see that i love you with your own eyes,then open your heart and observe me suffered on my knees bagging desperately for your presence in my life.Insyallah.Insyallah you will notice every scars you've put on me and you'll see how my smile faded every night when you showed your furore on me.Till then,my heart will keep on bleeding and you will keep on ripping me apart.Insyallah.One day you'll open your eyes.And see the truth,nothing else than the truth. =')
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