Thursday, September 1, 2011

if a guy said he doesn't care about you,but he's still JEALOUS

I know my previous post is about how furore I am and how frustrating I am about this girl kan,But how pathetic, I do CARE about her.I keep on saying how bad she treated me,but deep inside of me,she's the only one who own my heart.I've tried to give it to other girls out there,but,I COULDN'T.Only Allah know how I felt deep inside.If a guy said he doesn't care about you,but he still jealous of you,what does it mean?I'm in the middle of hardship in choosing what's right and what's wrong.I wanted to stay faithful to her,but what about my soul?It has been suffercating for months.Is it fair for me and my soul?If love need sacrificed,well,I'll be proud to sacrifice my soul for it.But I only have one soul.Should it been the sacrificer in this ritual named LOVE?Gosh.I just wonder,have she ever think about my love before  she said that she LOVE him?I just wonder how could she gave her heart to someone she just knew when I was on my knees and bagging for it?How could SHE?gosh.Am I the one who need to blame for all this shit,or am i the one who need to clean this shit?oh god.Please show me what's best for me.PLEASE.I'm bagging you. :(

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